Ancestry, p.1
Ancestry, page 1
Table of Contents
About the author
Title page
Copyright
Dedication
Robocop in Long Bay
Interrogation
Friendship
Absences
Hour of the Wolf
First Visit
Neighbours
Ancestry
First Class
Hawai‘i
Fast
Ranfor
One Rule
Family
Albert Wendt
Albert Wendt is one of our foremost writers and has been an influential figure in the development of New Zealand and Pacific literature since the 1970s. He has published numerous novels, collections of poetry and short stories and edited several notable anthologies of Pacific writing. His work has been translated into various languages and taught around the world.
He has been awarded many literary prizes and honours. Most recently he won the 2010 Commonwealth Writers’ Prize for the South East Asia and Pacific Region with his novel The Adventures of Vela (Huia Publishers).
The unpublished manuscript of Ancestry was overall winner of the 2011 University of the South Pacific Press Literature Prize.
He is a member of the ‘Āiga Sa-Maualaivao of Malie, the ‘Āiga Sa-Su‘a of Lefaga, the ‘Āiga Sa-Patu and ‘Āiga Sa-Asi of Vaiala and Moata‘a, of Samoa and Aotearoa.
He is Emeritus Professor of English at the University of Auckland and lives with his partner Reina Whaitiri in Ponsonby, Auckland. He continues to write and paint full-time.
First published in 2012 by Huia Publishers
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Copyright © Albert Wendt 2012
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National Library of New Zealand Cataloguing-in-Publication Data
Wendt, Albert, 1939-
Ancestry / Albert Wendt.
ISBN 978-1-77550-037-7
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Thank you for your alofa and agalelei.
Robocop in Long Bay
Who cares about picnics and picnics at Long Beach? Yeah, our parents and their generation, who never had picnics in Samoa and who do everything our boring Faife‘au, Rev. Loa, and his humongous wife, Faga, want. The Reverend and our deacons (one of them being my obedient dad) have again decided to have our church annual New Year’s picnic at Long Bay: Long Boring. Fourth tedious year in a row! Apart from being boring, picnics are uncool and a lot of work for us, the ‘Au Talavou, serving our elders hand and foot and looking after the horde of little kids. No matter how old you are – and I’m twenty and at varsity – you’re at your demanding elders’ beck and call. I and most of our ‘Au Talavou just want to do our own thing at New Year’s, like going to see Arnold with-the-unpronounceable-but-cool-name in his latest movie End of Days, or being with my girlfriend Caroline.
But it’s to be Long Boring again, playing boring kilikiti and volleyball and doing all the barbecuing. Even the mea‘ai’s going to be the usual: sapasui, pisupo, barbecued steak and chops and sausages – rich with fat that’ll kill ya. Our FOB elders will insist on feasting on their favourite FOB mea‘ai.
Last week I tried to get out of the picnic: I asked my mother to tell Dad I had to work at my holiday job at the Warehouse and continue earning money for my varsity fees and to help support our large hungry ‘āiga. Mum tried. I heard her in their bedroom. But Dad, in his quiet way, was bloody adamant that, being the leader of our ‘Au Talavou, I had to be there. What would the church and everyone think of our ‘āiga if his son, the Ta’ita’i o le ‘Au Talavou, didn’t turn up? I then tried my Aunt Umi, the only person in our family Dad tolerates in an argument. But he turned her down with a flat voiceless shake of his small head. While she was fuming about his dismissal, he said, matter of factly in Samoan, ‘That’s right, keep spoiling him and he’ll end up being a bus driver.’ Poor Aunt Umi – she’s a bus driver. He left before she could get at him.
With Dad and his FOB generation, it’s always appearances and doing the right and proper thing. The public face is the most important face! I learned that early and have lived my life accordingly.
I’ve been bloody unlucky all my short life because I’m the only son – I have four older sisters – and the only heir in our ‘āiga to be going to university, where I’m expected, by Dad and Rev. Loa and our church and my ‘āiga, to qualify as a lawyer. I was born into my parents’ undeniable expectations of my being the brightest, cleverest kid at school, Sunday school, high school and varsity. I wasn’t even allowed to do any sports at school so I could concentrate solely on my schoolwork. My poor unfortunate sisters had to work during the school holidays to help support our family. My parents refused to let me do that: I had to stay home and devote my time to my studies! When my sisters finished the fifth form – they all passed five subjects in School C, two with exceptional grades – Dad got them to go to work. Varsity wasn’t for girls, he insisted. My mother and Aunt Umi were silently bitter about that – they’d wanted my sisters to go to university and were willing to keep slaving, my mother at the hospital laundry and Aunt Umi in her bus, to pay their varsity fees.
In most Hamo ‘āiga, the children work, give their full pay packets to their parents and get some spending money back. My smart sisters resented having to do that, and got their own back on Dad when, within three years of leaving school, they were all married and living away from home, with their money. When the grandchildren came swiftly, my sisters dumped them on Mum and Dad whenever possible, and on Dad sometimes for the whole school holidays – after all Dad doesn’t have a job! Whenever Dad tries to foist them on me, I insist politely and respectfully that I have a lot of study to do.
When my Dad first came to Niu Sila, he worked in a tyre factory and hated it because, in his estimation, it was ‘low uneducated work for low uneducated people,’ but he worked hard because he didn’t want ‘any ignorant Pālagi to think I was a lazy ignorant Samoan.’ Then he was a cleaner at Farmers and hated that too because of the shame – every work day was full of his trying not to be seen by the numerous Samoan shoppers. When his cousin Lopaki got him a job at Ford’s Car Plant, he was a happy man because he could now boast he was a highly skilled motor mechanic. But shock of shockers, after ten years of Dad’s unquestioning loyalty and dedicated service, the Ford Plant closed down. He’s spent since then working for our church and our local rugby league club for free. Briefly he tried to get another job, but, in his own unique words, ‘I’m not going to continue exposing my aristocratic Christian tolerance and spirit to those uncivilised Pālagi racists!’ And he didn’t.
However, our ‘āiga’s been all right financially, with Dad’s redundancy money and the dole, and my Aunt Umi’s and Mum’s and our three cousins’ wages. We own our own house (most of our church members live in rented accommodation); have a fairly new Mazda van; always have enough food to feed ourselves and the schools of relatives and friends who swim by; pay all our bills on time; and contribute, at the aristocratic level of our Dad’s matai and deacon status, to church, ‘āiga and community fa‘alavelave here and in Samoa. ‘No one can accuse us of not contributing at the generous appropriate level expected of us,’ Dad keeps telling our relatives. It’s a philosophy that keeps us, if not poor and poverty-stricken, at a fairly modest level of existence. It is certainly not the Warehouse Way, which I believe in fervently.
It’s a fine Sunday morning. ‘And it’s going to get hot, very hot,’ Dad predicts. We’ve been up since 6 a.m. packing the things for the picnic. I put on my Ray-Bans – Caroline’s Christmas present – and throw my sports bag into the back of the van. ‘Let’s go!’ Dad orders. I get into the driver’s seat, beside Dad. On our family outings Dad trusts only me to drive. That’s because he suspects Aunt Umi, the long-time experienced bus driver, of drinking secretly. (Everyone in the family, apart from poor Dad, knows she does!) Mum and our three cousins have never learned how to drive. Today our van is noisy with three of the grandchildren – Dad’s favourites, and he spoils them rotten.
My sisters and their obedient husbands, who’re all afraid of Dad, and the other six grandchildren are in their vans and cars in the street, waiting for us.
They follow us through the still empty streets of Mangere on to the Northern Motorway. A fine haze hangs over everything. Even though I’m not keen on this picnic, my stomach lifts as I gaze up into the immense summer sky, stretching up into God’s head …
As we go over the Harbour Bridge, I imagine an endless line of our congregation’s cars and vans trailing us, all of them chocka with large adults, large children and large amounts of food and drink. We’re snaking merrily towards Long Bay; yeah, it’s going to be another Hamo New Year’s takeover of Long Bay Beach.
Twenty minutes later, after meandering through the wealthy, comfortable, a ll-Pālagi Eastern Bays suburbs, which are beyond the dreams of my parents, we drive down the hill to Long Bay. Over the heads of the houses and vegetation, the still sea glitters as it stretches out to the horizon with the blazing sun trapped in it. To our right and along the shore are the newest and most expensive homes and beach houses. Again, all Pālagi, but one day I’m going to have me one of those, just for the summers, just for the beach. A super-bach! Yes, my hero, the millionaire owner of the Warehouse and my boss, is quite right: you work hard for yourself and your community, plan and work out your proper place in the business world, get a good education, then go for it, and you can’t miss. He’s also encouraging us to apply for grants from his foundation to help us through varsity, promising to hire us for managerial training once we get our degrees. And I’m going for it, man! Already I’ve switched from law to a business degree, without my parents knowing.
The first three parking areas along the beach are almost full of vehicles; picnickers are spread out under the trees and along the dunes. As prearranged, many of our people are already parked in the last parking area when we arrive there, and ensconced already in the spacious pavilion under the line of trees across the field are Rev. Loa and his wife and many of the elders.
As usual, Dad and Mum and their grandchildren get out of the van and head for the pavilion, leaving Aunt Umi and me and my sisters and brothers-in-law to unload and carry our picnic eskys and bags to the shade beside the pavilion. Our congregation greet us as we do that.
For an amused while I observe Mum and Dad and their noisy brood waddling across the burnt grass. The annual FOB New Year’s fashion parade is on! Our elders and recent FOB bros and sisters are parading the attire they got as Christmas presents. The public display is also to show how much (or how little) their children and relatives loved them.
Dad’s wearing the thick sunglasses his favourite grandson gave him, the Chicago Bulls cap I got him after numerous hints, Levi’s jeans from a daughter, the Nike sports shoes he told Mum to get, Nike sports socks from another daughter, a purple t-shirt with ‘MANU SAMOA, THE BEAST’ printed on the front and the black leather belt with the silver buckle and studs that he kept telling Aunt Umi she could buy at Victoria Market.
Mum’s attired in Ray-Bans from me, a silvery Michael Jordan t-shirt, Levi’s with a floral lavalava over them to try and hide her over-thick thighs and hips, black sandals with six inch platform soles and a Miami Dolphins cap sent by a sister in Los Angeles. Needless to say, most of their attire, like everything else in Kiwiland, is MADE IN CHINA. Again, I believe in the capitalist philosophy: use the cheapest labour and sell your products in first world markets. That provides a lot of work in poor countries, cheaper goods for the world and healthy profits for yourself.
My ‘Au Talavou committee and I had planned everything for our picnic the Sunday before. So as soon as I go on to the field to start the kilikiti, all the players join me, put up the wickets and divide into their pre-chosen teams. The batting team retreats to the shade of the macrocarpas, and the fielders spread out over the field and around the edge of the dunes.
As the team of cooks follows me to the barbecues beside the pavilion, the batting team starts singing and clapping. The cooks are the team that came last in our annual ‘Au Talavou kilikiti competition. They moan and gripe, but not too loudly, as they start the fires and prepare the lunch.
I go over to the pavilion and, politely, greet the Reverend and Mrs Loa and the elders. ‘Is everything in order?’ Rev. Loa asks.
‘Yes everything is operating smoothly, sir,’ I reply in Samoan. Shit, they like that – me still being able to speak Samoan, and correct respectful Samoan at that, and being an obedient leader who will that day assume all their ‘taxing’ responsibilities.
‘He’s a good boy, a good boy!’ I hear Uncle Makiva, the senior deacon, whispering to Rev. Loa, who nods sternly. My parents inflate visibly with pride.
‘Let’s play cards,’ Rev. Loa suggests. The others agree, and start bringing out packs of cards. Uncle Makiva and a few other elders are already stretching out on the floor to sleep. I note that their grandchildren have been removed by others; taken away to the swings and beach along with their noise and incessant demands.
‘May you have a good day,’ I say in Samoan, then move back and away.
Non-Samoan groups, mainly Asian, continue arriving, and, unwilling to challenge our occupation of the main field and pavilion, stake their claims to the shrubbery and low trees at the end of the fields and dunes.
I try to be invisible as I inspect the cooks and their work. The sharp sound of sizzling is now the dominant noise in the cacophony. And the enticing smell of barbecuing meat and fat is waking hunger in my belly. I thank and encourage the cooks and then wander over and watch the kilikiti.
Every time a batter is bowled out, the Ta‘ita‘i of the fielders blows on his whistle, shrilly, and he and his team go into a mock slap-dance routine. Every time runs are scored, the batters sing and clap louder.
My resentment at having to be here is gone, I realise. I feel rewarded; yes, rewarded! All is well, everyone is happy and our Hamo tribe isn’t going to disgrace us in front of the Pālagi and other people.
I rub sunblock all over my body and, without the elders noticing, slip back through the trees to the dunes. The tide is out, well out, leaving the seabed exposed. Many people are walking, running, skipping out to where the water starts. Long Bay. Yes, it is long: as long and as round as my new feeling of freedom. I sink up to my ankles in the soft hot sand as I march down to the beach.
I stand where the wavelets pancake in and around my feet, gazing out at the cloudless horizon. Caroline, where are you? What are you doing? I met her when I started university, in a first-year course in anthropology, and though she looked Pālagi, I knew from her build and the shape of her face and eyes and mouth she was Samoan. I was right. Her father’s a Pālagi, a well-off car salesman who wants nothing to do with the Samoan Catholic Church and the Samoan community. ‘The way Samoans live will continue to keep them poor,’ Caroline has reported him saying. I tend to agree with him, but I’m not going to tell Caroline that, because basically, crudely, her dad’s a redneck who doesn’t want Caroline and his other kids to have anything to do with Hamos. So Caroline hasn’t told him about me and I haven’t told Dad about her. Dad prefers to believe that, because of my very strict Christian upbringing and my 101 percent focus on my studies, I’m not interested in ‘girls’.
As I’ve already said, I learned early from observing my elders’ behaviour to always behave as a ‘tama lelei’ while under the severe scrutiny of those elders. So that while they believe you’re the ideal, dutiful, loyal, generous, Samoan-church-God-loving son, you can go right ahead and be who you feel like. It’s not hypocrisy; it’s what I’ll describe as a ‘practical schizophrenia’ that allows you to survive and be admired by your community as a ‘tama lelei’ while, with a clear conscience, you also give expression to the side that they condemn as ‘evil and sinful and of the flesh and un-Samoan’ without hurting them. What they can’t see won’t hurt them, eh? Open rebellion or dropping out is not my way. I’ve seen too many mates wrecked doing that. So, while my elders were/are convinced I’m not interested in ‘the temptations of the flesh’, I’ve gone right ahead and revelled in them. Caroline is the latest in a long line of females and sex that stretches, exhilaratingly, back to when I was about ten.
The balmy sea air wraps its sensuously soft skin around me as I remember some of that line. I retreat to the dunes and, in a low hollow, wrap my beach towel round myself, lie back against the slope and, from behind my sunglasses, savour the flow and variety of women on the beach and in the water …
Webbed across my vision and plunging down swiftly as I glance up is a fine net. I cringe and try avoiding it, but it catches and spreads and tightens round me as I struggle. Gasping and slick with sweat and fear, I wake, remembering where I am. For a dead still moment, I don’t recognise the three figures sitting two to my left and one on my right.
